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Saturday, December 09, 2006
God's Promises...
what am i suppose to be doing right now...
well there's ETS hw which i gotta tackle and then lead into discussion tomorrow, plus that bridge illustration, and then the stack of hw that is to be tackled tomorrow night. the last thing in my life is to be here. but im here.
well as i was doing the ets hw, the word promise kept repeating itself, but it spoke to me for sure.
im going through some highschool depression days this week, and i know i'll look back at them in shame and laughter one day, but im in that hole rite now. frankly to say, and i guess it's only safe to say it here haha... but im prob a phone call away from breaking up with my "gf". who am i even talking to? doesnt matter, but i know if i ever look back on this, i'll see God's faithfulness throughout, above me in my ups, below me in downs.
Hebrews 6:12 came up.
12We do not want you to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised.
what im promised of, im not so sure yet, other than salvation i mean. but this last part of the verse really spoke to me about girls. about companionship, or my other half, if im ever to have a other half. I'm reminded that i need to inherit, receive this promise, this gift, through faith and patience.
funny enough, patience is a virtue i lack. might not seem so... but i just dont have it. but im learning to have it.
anyways...its gonna be an interesting christmas holiday, and interesting week for sure.
God has a promise for me, whatever it may be,
i have to be patient. and breathe faith.
Christ be my Christmas lights.
well there's ETS hw which i gotta tackle and then lead into discussion tomorrow, plus that bridge illustration, and then the stack of hw that is to be tackled tomorrow night. the last thing in my life is to be here. but im here.
well as i was doing the ets hw, the word promise kept repeating itself, but it spoke to me for sure.
im going through some highschool depression days this week, and i know i'll look back at them in shame and laughter one day, but im in that hole rite now. frankly to say, and i guess it's only safe to say it here haha... but im prob a phone call away from breaking up with my "gf". who am i even talking to? doesnt matter, but i know if i ever look back on this, i'll see God's faithfulness throughout, above me in my ups, below me in downs.
Hebrews 6:12 came up.
12We do not want you to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised.
what im promised of, im not so sure yet, other than salvation i mean. but this last part of the verse really spoke to me about girls. about companionship, or my other half, if im ever to have a other half. I'm reminded that i need to inherit, receive this promise, this gift, through faith and patience.
funny enough, patience is a virtue i lack. might not seem so... but i just dont have it. but im learning to have it.
anyways...its gonna be an interesting christmas holiday, and interesting week for sure.
God has a promise for me, whatever it may be,
i have to be patient. and breathe faith.
Christ be my Christmas lights.
Monday, October 09, 2006
just another stupid journal
well after awhile i finally made this blog.
i dont know why i made this blog because xanga has been a frequent home to my random thoughts anyways.
But anyways, now that i have done it, perhaps i'll use this page to ramble on more indepth thoughts.
Life is a blurr these days, things happen here and there, and in the midst of it all, im trying to find what i truly want to do, for both future careers and goals, and as of now, as of today. But then i step back and realize... what i want to do is, well perhaps meaningless and useless, compared to what God wants to do with me, and that is ultimately so purposed and with good reason.
so from here on out, i guess i'll utilize this blog to share with you my thoughts with God and His words to me. and also perhaps some songs ive recorded over the past few months just for kicks. haha
so i'll end this page of html scripts and text and go read that big sword.
i dont know why i made this blog because xanga has been a frequent home to my random thoughts anyways.
But anyways, now that i have done it, perhaps i'll use this page to ramble on more indepth thoughts.
Life is a blurr these days, things happen here and there, and in the midst of it all, im trying to find what i truly want to do, for both future careers and goals, and as of now, as of today. But then i step back and realize... what i want to do is, well perhaps meaningless and useless, compared to what God wants to do with me, and that is ultimately so purposed and with good reason.
so from here on out, i guess i'll utilize this blog to share with you my thoughts with God and His words to me. and also perhaps some songs ive recorded over the past few months just for kicks. haha
so i'll end this page of html scripts and text and go read that big sword.
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